Let's empty the trash bag. Let's | specialagentscully's Blog

So last night, I went to bed, but I couldn't sleep, thinking too much. I sleep well usually. Lately it's not so easy. WARNING then. So I got up to read, and I was hooked by something, and I wanted to know the end. Result, I didnt wake up this morning. Well, I did, I had put two alarms. But I indulged, like, 5 minutes more warm in bed. And suddenly I jumped. F ! I had said 5 minutes not 25 minutes. So, jumped out of bed, the rush the rush, all I love. No bra? Then no bra. Yop! So then nothing special. I was a bit late, but well... I just fuck up everything lately. And then I had to get the kids at 11.30, and some were not in the same school. Well, it's two schools, stuck to each others', and I had to go there first, and then come back, and there was that cunt, like always, and like "hey, you're late, surprise". Like if it was a habit. It wasn't even sarcastic, it was pure disdain. I just said "it's my saint's day?", glaring and walking away. And i was right to drop it, this time. I didn't have the time, and he's a cunt anyway. He is always like that with me. I try to ignore him most of the time, and not let him reach me, but I was irritated, I admit. So then the kids, it was a cantina strike day, and so it's picnic then. And it wasn't a quiet time, but it was cool. I was not really iistening to them, just chewing, but vulgarity calls me. One of the kids shouted "I farted, it snoooofs". I was surprised, and I burst into laughter. I shouldn't encourage them to talk like that. But I prefer they talk like that and become independent in their future lives. Then I was supposed to stay at school, but there was a play today, and I didn't put myself on the list (?). Normally the teacher goes there with them, but parents wanted to come, too much, and as it is several classes, you don't necessarily need all of us, and I don't know what I fucked up here too. I had time enough, so I got back home. I have an after class this evening though.  I'm tired, and slow, and cold, and I haven't seen Mulder for nearly a month, and I have to clean the litters again, before going. Two hours of quiet time isn't enough for me.