Yeah, so it's true, I love men more, although emotionally, women are closer to me. But I see me live with a man in the future. I prefer hazel eyes. But I've never been with a man with hazel eyes. Only once, as a teen. My big love had black hair, and dark brown eyes. Mulder has green eyes, but not hazel. And so? Well, you always have an ideal in your mind, but it never happens that way, because it is the person you meet that will make you another. And I've come to believe that tastes can change with age, and widen.
Fox, my first real love, not that I hadn't been in love before, but he, was just the special one, his ideal was about a woman with long dark hair. I had short red hair then. He liked fair skin though. But you know, it's never about what you like at first. If you dwell on that, you may miss your big love.
Mulder is more like me, not especially a physical type, but more what is coming from the inside to the physical appearance. When that, you're able to KNOW who you have in front. Maybe i'm telling craps there, but it s how it works for me. Well, Mulder tends to like brunettes too. But he told me once, in between words, talking too much, and maybe he was nervous, can't tell really, that I had beautiful eyes, and that I was a looker. I'm not exactly a brunette.
So you see, you'll never know WHO will be in your life really. I'm not even sure we really chose, not in the sense life is written, and yada yada, but you can find your perfect one, in something you didn't expect.
And that's beautiful.
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